MM: I Miss My Friend

This is another entry I pulled from Sister Snoopy back in 2006.  I don't watch CMT anymore (don't have it on my satellite package) so I don't see videos unless I search for them online.  I just sat and watched the video that goes with this song for the first time in several years.  It still makes me sad.  I feel like I can relate--though not necessarily with the twist at the end.

I think I probably heard and saw I Miss My Friend on CMT for the first time. I fell in love with the song instantly. (Did that make sense? The first time I was *aware* of I Miss My Friend was on CMT. I hadn't heard it on the radio yet. Does that sound better?)

Okay. If you haven't seen the video, go watch it before you finish reading my blog. The link will open up in a new window so you won't lose me.

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So, what did you think of it?

The first time I saw the music video (and heard the song for the first time as I was watching the music video)--I was absolutely blown away by the revelation that he's passed on at the end. The tears just flowed and flowed. I don't think I've ever had a music video hit me with such an impact!--neither before nor since I first saw it. I'm still reminded every time I see or hear the song about how I felt when it was over...

Music has such an incredible power in our lives-- for both good and bad. This experience that I had with I Miss My Friend is a perfect example of what I mean.

MM: Oh How Lovely...

I think I'll take turns writing about hymns and secular music each week.  It's a hymn this week.  I chose Joseph Smith's First Prayer because it's a favorite of mine.

It's the story of the First Vision put to song. I love playing it and have even used it as a lullaby for my children over the years.

Joseph Smith’s First Prayer, no. 26

1. Oh, how lovely was the morning!
Radiant beamed the sun above.
Bees were humming, sweet birds singing,
Music ringing thru the grove,
When within the shady woodland
Joseph sought the God of love,
When within the shady woodland
Joseph sought the God of love.

2. Humbly kneeling, sweet appealing—
’Twas the boy’s first uttered prayer—
When the pow’rs of sin assailing
Filled his soul with deep despair;
But undaunted, still he trusted
In his Heav’nly Father’s care;
But undaunted, still he trusted
In his Heav’nly Father’s care.

3. Suddenly a light descended,
Brighter far than noonday sun,
And a shining, glorious pillar
O’er him fell, around him shone,
While appeared two heav’nly beings,
God the Father and the Son,
While appeared two heav’nly beings,
God the Father and the Son.

4. “Joseph, this is my Beloved;
Hear him!” Oh, how sweet the word!
Joseph’s humble prayer was answered,
And he listened to the Lord.
Oh, what rapture filled his bosom,
For he saw the living God;
Oh, what rapture filled his bosom,
For he saw the living God.

Text: George Manwaring, 1854–1889
Music: Sylvanus Billings Pond, 1792–1871; adapted by A. C. Smyth, 1840–1909

Joseph Smith—History 1:14–20, 25
James 1:5

MM: Even Now

Went to drop off the Caboose at his lacrosse practice a little while ago and this song played on my iPod.    I would have to say that out of all the secular songs I've liked over the years, this one is in the top ten, if not the top five.

One of my all-time favorite piano playing experiences happened when I was in ninth grade. My friend W  and I were accompanying a 8th-9th grade mixed choir together--well, taking turns playing. We supported and helped each other out at the piano turning pages and stuff. I had been assigned one song at the beginning of the year but chickened out about playing it at the Christmas concert and the choir teacher's wife ended up playing it then... I decided that wasn't going to happen again. I was going to play that song at the spring concert if it killed me...

It was the first time in my life that I'd ever played the piano in front of such a huge crowd--and it was the first time on a grand piano, too. To make it worse, at the end, there was a part for me to play (solo?) without the choir singing. It was challenging and.... dramatic. Everyone would notice if I made a mistake. I practiced and practiced and practiced. I practiced it so much I had it memorized. I even had my dad give me a father's blessing the evening of the performance--which was held in the Rexburg Tabernacle of all places and was completely filled. Saying I was nervous was definitely an understatement, especially when I recognized faces in the crowd who I would guess were wishing for me to fall on my face....

The time came for me to accompany the choir. I took a deep breath, remembered the blessing my dad gave me, said a prayer, and started in on the intro....

Ahhh.... Perfection. Goosebumps! I DID IT!!!!

I was looking through my 9th grade yearbook and found Mr. Bidwell's comment: Thank you so much for your support and good work. You'll never forget Even Now. *chuckle* He's right. I've never forgotten that song. In fact, it's remained one of my favorites to this day and I still have it memorized nearly 30 *gulp* years later.

Of course Barry Manilow sings it so much better--but I'm still rather proud of my "solo" there at the end--at least how I played it. *wink*

Even now
When there's someone else who cares
When there's someone home who's waiting just for me
Even now I think about you as I'm climbing up the stairs
And I wonder what to do so *he won't see
That even now
When I know it wasn't right
And I found a better life than what we had
Even now I wake up crying in the middle of the night
And I can't believe it still could hurt so bad

Chorus:

Even now when I have come so far
I wonder where you are
I wonder why it's still so hard without you
Even now when I come shining through
I swear I think of you
And how I wish you knew
Even now

Even now
When I never hear your name
And the world has changed so much since you've been gone
Even now I still remember and the feelings still the same
And the pain inside of me goes on and on
Even now

Even now when I have come so far
I wonder where you are
I wonder why it's still so hard without you
Even now when I come shining through
I swear I think of you
And *how I wish you knew
Some how
Even now

*lyrics changed from original

MM: Come, Thou Fount of Every Blessing

Two of my favorites this week: Come Thou Fount  and the Mormon Tabernacle Choir.  I actually know a few people who are or who have been members of "MoTab".   I love the game I play of trying to pick them out when I see them on television.

 I love listening to them sing--both recorded and live, in the Tabernacle on Temple Square.  They just give me goosebumps with many of their songs/hymns.

Come, Thou Fount really gives me goosebumps.  I love this adaptation by Mack Wilberg.  The instrumental parts are probably what give me the most goosebumps in this particular hymn.

Enjoy!





1. Come, Thou Fount of every blessing,
Tune my heart to sing Thy grace;
Streams of mercy, never ceasing,
Call for songs of loudest praise.
Teach me some melodious sonnet,
Sung by flaming tongues above.
Praise the mount! I’m fixed upon it,
Mount of Thy redeeming love.

2. Here I raise my Ebenezer;
Hither by Thy help I’ve come;
And I hope, by Thy good pleasure,
Safely to arrive at home.
Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it,
Prone to leave the God I love;
Here's my heart, O take and seal it;
Seal it for Thy courts above.

3. Jesus sought me when a stranger,
Wandering from the fold of God;
He, to rescue me from danger,
Interposed His precious blood.
Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it,
Prone to leave the God I love;
Here's my heart, O take and seal it;
Seal it for Thy courts above.

4. O to grace how great a debtor
Daily I'm constrained to be!
Let Thy goodness, like a fetter,
Bind my wandering heart to Thee:
Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it,
Prone to leave the God I love;
Here's my heart, O take and seal it;
Seal it for Thy courts above.